SICK LIT MAGAZINE

I have not posted in a while. There are many reasons for this, but I am breaking my silence to put out the most damning AND UNDENIABLE proof of abandonment of care I have received from BAYLOR SCOTT AND WHITE HOSPITAL, Dr. ANAS HAMADEH, DR. MICHAEL EIFLING, UT SOUTHWESTER EMERGENCY ROOM, and Texas Health Harris Methodist Southwest Emergency Room. Keep Reading. What was done to me was, and is, in fact, ugly, dark, and horrific.

You are about to see what I have dealt with for two years. EKGS are math. They are about morphology. I have had to teach myself how to actually read these in order to understand what has been happening to my body.

I will be attaching disgusting letters that I’ve received from every single institution and post it right beside my RAW NUMBERS AND THE RAW TRUTH of how they are letting me die. They are making me into a walking statistic because they are so fucking blind. See below a sanitized, shit-eating letter that I received from UT Southwestern after they dismissed me in the middle of a hypertensive crisis.

Feel free to scroll, my friends, as these hospitals are obviously blissfully unaware of WHO they are dealing with. My original fraud of a Cardiologist, affiliated with BSWH hospital here in Fort Worth, TX, relabeled all 133 telemetry strips of cardiac distress and lethal arrhythmias, ignoring me as a human being and pushing me into a cardiac catheter ablation – an incredibly invasive procedure for AVNRT SVT, a condition I HAVE NEVER HAD AND A CONDITON THAT I DO NOT CURRENTLY HAVE. I have reached the end of the rope. A pox upon ALL OF THESE PHYSICIANS AND THEIR LIES. They had no idea the person that they handed sanitized, scrubbed narratives to. BSWH HAS BEEN WILLFULLY WITHHOLDING MY UNREDACTED SURGICAL RECORD FROM LAST JUNE 2025. They have all watched me deteriorate in front of them while giving me mood screeners.

Here is what ACTUALLY HAPPENED AT UT SOUTHWESTERN, so that I may address the letter I posted above: I left my house in the middle of the night. My blood pressure was 185 /117, then 160/101, then 160/100, then back up to 174/98, and they manipulated the machine down to 144/88 as a way to discharge me and relied solely on narratives when I explicitly said not to do that. In the middle of this crisis, knowing my heart had doubled in size, and that I sat there with Atrial Flutter, Ventricular Flutter, Ventricular Tachycardia, Ventricular Fibrillation, Fine Ventricular Fibrillation, Asystole, 3 different heart attacks on the same MCOT Holter monitor data from Philips, is MEDICAL ABANDONMENT AND NEGLIGENCE OF THE HIPPOCRATIC OATH AND YOUR DUTY.

Guess what, assholes? It stops here.

Take a look at those flowcharts, friends. They are disgusting. They show me on life support for the duration of an ELECTIVE SURGERY. Baylor, Scott, and White: This call-out is to you directly: I METICULOUSLY DOCUMENT EVERY SINGLE THING. YOU CANNOT HIDE FROM THIS. YOU ARE KILLING ME. NOW, the only difference is that EVERYONE GETS TO SEE IT, YOU SONS OF BITCHES, AND I HOPE YOU (FAT CATS) FROM BSWH ARE CHOKING ON THIS.

What am I actually asking for here? I am asking for you to FUCKING TREAT ME AND STOP WITHHOLDING MY RECORDS. After this surgery, which the raw data shows that I was on FULL LIFE SUPPORT, was overmedicated, and shows that I suffered respiratory damage, cardiac damage, as well as brain damage. I would like my readers to know that they disclosed NOTHING. They smiled at my father and me, saying, “You’re cured!” after they had just spent hours burning a highly electrically unstable heart and killing and reviving me on that OR table.

If you have ever been a reader, writer, contributor, now is the time to stand with me. Enough is enough. If I die, I will do so having exposed the raw truth for what it is, knowing they will get their comeuppance, all of them. They have left me with NO OTHER CHOICE.

The truth is that I am exhausted. According to the American Heart Association, I meet the criteria to be staged in Stage C (3) Compensatory Heart Failure. I am losing my will. I am exhausted. Don’t let them kill me.

Tell me, professional readers and writers, why a physician would flat out IGNORE the glaring VT and push a patient into a surgery for a condition of SVT that she didn’t even have? I can’t figure it out.

Let’s look at both of my echocardiograms, thanks to Dr. Hamadeh, the fraudster himself, who invented an EF out of thin air, while the raw numbers repeatedly say my EF is now a hyperdynamic 82%

I see a heart that went from 66g to 133g. I see new tricuspid regurgitation. I do not see a patient who is not in grave danger.

What are my underlying lethal arrythmias again? Ventricular Tachycardia, Atrial Flutter, Ventricular Flutter, Ventricular Fibrillation, Fine Ventricular Fibrillation, Asystole, Demand Ischemia, Subendocardial Ischemia, and Major Heart Attack Global Morphology. Guess what, jerks? I can teach myself ANYTHING. I am pure at heart. Making the decision to physically harm me only ignites my distaste toward injustice rise in the back of my throat in an effort to bury you in your own disgusting lies. I hope you enjoy looking at the woman you’d hoped would’ve already died and stopped “bothering” you, as apparently, the only people you treat with respect in cardiology are men. Well, to that, I say fuck you.

This is the Holter monitor data from 6 months after surgery. It shows a QTC burden of approx. 18%, a 33% tachycardia burden, and the very definition of Polymorphic Ventricular Tachycardia. Read this and weep. You have destroyed my life. You mess it up, bury it, and make it so that that patient’s chart reads “white coat syndrome” and “anxiety” while you sit idly back and laugh in her fact? You can suck it. I founded this platform based on TRUTH, transparency, and THE REAL, RAW part of living, even when it hurts.

To BSWH: YOU are still withholding treatment and my unredacted records. The clock is ticking. I should have posted this a long time ago. This web site I founded and created was based on the idea that the sanitized, the censored, and the politically correct is for the weak. I live for the real. I live my life like I count and like I matter, because I do.

Friends, American healthcare has plummeted to these depths. To lying to my face. Look at the morphology on both of my Holter reports and tell me what YOU see. I know what I see, as I’ve taught myself to read it after the medical system has failed me so, so many times and watched me become a stranger in my own body.

This is the most disgusting cover up I have ever seen. I just never knew I’d be living it. And that I would be living it alone, as I am now. I will take every opportunity to annihilate Baylor Scott and White’s reputation, as well as the “prestigious” (insert eye roll here) UT Southwestern’s formerly stellar reputation. I am relentless. I am a truth seeker, trained in investigative journalism. I built a platform here for those who didn’t have a voice and we were dubbed the island of misfit stories and I am proud of it.

Remember, Baylor, Scott, and White: I keep the receipts. I have every email of me asking you for my records; every portal request, every email, and every excuse that never went anywhere.

As I said earlier, a pox upon you. Make you reap what you sow.

SPEAK UP AGAINST THIS BODY COUNT, THE MEDICAL GASLIGHTING AND THE GENDER BIAS THAT IS THE #1 KILLER OF WOMEN. SHARE, DOWNLOAD, GO CRAZY.

TO THE REST OF MY PHYSICIANS: BE WARNED. I AM NOT FINISHED.

I invite ANY and all cardiologists to look at my morphology and look me in the eye to tell me I’m « just fine » and pat me on the head.

I built this platform for: TRUTH, reality, grit, raw and unfiltered energy. As your EIC, they are watching me slowly die. It might be too late for me, but spread awareness.

PEACE AND LOVE TO YOU ALL 🩵

Your Editor-in-Chief,

Kelly Coody, aka Kelly Fitzharris